The time is 7:20 pm April 6 2021
Just got back from the awake from my aunt. its sad my heart is broken knowing my cousin has lost a mother today. His mother was his right hand women that he went to. She did not look good in death state. I felt like that wasn't even her body . nevertheless I payed my respects but no tear came to me. it could be the antidepressants I am on or what ever.. all I could feel was my heart break knowing that her family and her son have to depart from her... so sad... I just hope she is ok in her after-life ! many prayers for her and her afterlife. well just having a glass of wine and now I am just listening to some music. I don't think I have it in me to go to the church services maybe I should ! my mother said I can't go cause of my nurse! but we'll see what the morning brings.? this process is so strung out ! well many prayers for her may she have a good afterlife. all i can is hope there is an afterlife.
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